Monday, June 23, 2008

Yep

I have cancer. Just as I thought.

How sad.

I'm thinking I wished a long time ago I would have cared more about myself to go to the doc when I should have. I should have had a baseline 6 years ago.

I wish a lot of things were different, but that's done.

I go through the process now and do the best I can.

The problem is I HAVE to want to make it. That may be a hard one, but if I want to live I HAVE to regroup and completely change my mind set. That is either going to save my life or potentially do me in.

Ugh.

2 comments:

Raven said...

Christ.

Are you still awake?

If not, I'll call you tomorrow from the airport.

M said...

I left you a message on the board.

I want you to know, even here, that you are in my prayers and that I don't doubt that you can kick this in the ass.

Please let me know if there is ANYTHING you need.

xooxxoooxox