I have an egg sized lump on my left boob. I noticed this last night (I checked my boobs in March, didn't notice anything) as I got out of the shower. My doc is out today so I have an appt on Monday. Hopefully it's not the dreaded C and just fibroadenoma or some such shit.
In any case I am purchasing the combo pack from Dave Ramsey's site (http://www.uslegalforms.com/dave/). Will, Living Will and Power of Attorney all for $29.00! What a fucking bargain! I can get my shit in order quick just in case then save up to be cremated. I think my sister told me not too long ago you can get cremated fairly cheap, so I'll check into that too. Might as well even if I don't have cancer.
Robert Shapiro can go fuck himself with his Legal Zoom site. Who wants to give that guy a dime? Let's not forget he was part of OJ's team and helped a murderer to walk the streets.
Anyway, back to my boobs. Yes, I'm scared. I've never been afraid of dying but I despise the thought of wasting away and watching the family and loved ones suffer though it all. That is what scares me. Not death. That fucking sucks and not a damn thing you can do about it.
I guess if my boob has to be hacked on if it ends up bothering me enough maybe I can be rebuilt. That'll happen only if I'm cancer free. If not screw it. At that point is a boob significant? No, it is not. There'll be much larger worries than a tit believe me.
In other news I'm making Tad a Fathers Day cake. I went to Michaels and bought all the stuff, made buttercream icing, and so far have the cake iced, the writing and some decorations done, my hand is shaky so it looks kinda crappy but it'll be cute anyway.
I'll post a pic when I'm done.
In any case I am purchasing the combo pack from Dave Ramsey's site (http://www.uslegalforms.com/dave/). Will, Living Will and Power of Attorney all for $29.00! What a fucking bargain! I can get my shit in order quick just in case then save up to be cremated. I think my sister told me not too long ago you can get cremated fairly cheap, so I'll check into that too. Might as well even if I don't have cancer.
Robert Shapiro can go fuck himself with his Legal Zoom site. Who wants to give that guy a dime? Let's not forget he was part of OJ's team and helped a murderer to walk the streets.
Anyway, back to my boobs. Yes, I'm scared. I've never been afraid of dying but I despise the thought of wasting away and watching the family and loved ones suffer though it all. That is what scares me. Not death. That fucking sucks and not a damn thing you can do about it.
I guess if my boob has to be hacked on if it ends up bothering me enough maybe I can be rebuilt. That'll happen only if I'm cancer free. If not screw it. At that point is a boob significant? No, it is not. There'll be much larger worries than a tit believe me.
In other news I'm making Tad a Fathers Day cake. I went to Michaels and bought all the stuff, made buttercream icing, and so far have the cake iced, the writing and some decorations done, my hand is shaky so it looks kinda crappy but it'll be cute anyway.
I'll post a pic when I'm done.
2 comments:
*HUG*
I'm sure it will be fine honey, hang in there until the doctors can take a look and figure out what is going on. I went through this 7 years ago and it's some scary shit, but it can have an okay ending (even with the hacking on your boob to get the "mass" out.
*HUG*
Penny, you're gonna be alright... I think.
I haven't read your most recent blogs yet cause I'm reading them in order.
I wish the best for you.
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